i remember my first true love... i gave it all and then i found out a few months later that she was with someone else and that crushed me... i tried chasing her and nothing was working... then time, a lot of time it became better... i dont think i will ever be comfortable around her but after that i lived the single life and there were girls that i wished i had treated differently and cared about... but i was on a rampage of it is about me and i couldnt trust anyone else... time did heal that and i do wish i could go back and change a lot of my decision that i took but i hope the girls that i did hurt have survived and will forgive me... it was never you... always me and my issues... my bad... i know it was my decisions and even though i have excuses i should have never treated the girls the way i did... i mean all werent bad but i know there were many girls that i should have loved and treated like the women they were... with age you learn how stupid you could be... think i will ever be forgiven?

   

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well i started with computer science then went to computer engineering and ended with nursing degree... go figure... 7 years of college paid off.. haha... i remember i was in a computer lab @ UTA and I had a semester to finish computer engineering and that is when I had a coming to Jesus moment and realized if i saw another computer i would throw it out the window... i tried to figure out why and what i wanted out of life and it wasnt to sit in a cubical and work on computers so i changed to nursing... it was the best decision of my life... love doing what i do and minus all the crap it is great...